I can’t fucking sleep because my friends god damn dog WILL NOT STOP BARKING! It’s getting to the point where I’m about to just go home. I can’t do this anymore! I have no slept at all and I’m so fucking pissed!!!!!!!
My boyfriend and I have been going through some rough patches lately and this last fight kinda did it for the both of us. I’ve realized that if we keep fighting about stuff then we’re no longer gonna be together and that is the last thing I want.
I feel that he might not have as strong feelings toward me as he did like last week because of the fighting and that scares the hell out of me. He is on the list to come home this weekend for RA and I’m scared that since things aren’t completely back to normal he’s not gonna want to be with me as much as he did before whenever he got the chance to come home.
I hope and pray that this next week everything can go back to normal and we don’t fight anymore and his feelings become strong again and if/when he gets to come home it’s gonna be exactly like it was when he came home from boot camp.